Lying down, writing down these words

Reminds me of the days when I had a thirst

To spill the thoughts that I had in head

Feeling like these feelings were a curse


In those days denial found a place

The notebooks never seemed to have a face

Though it was not mine I found the bed

To lie the love I had that you made


The world moved on if only in part

And what remained was locked inside my heart

Waiting for that magic word to be said

But lips are sealed never to start


But my will is wicked and obsessed

For I find true love is in your slight caress

If I quit my life would only be dread

Knowing you are my only happiness


Lying down, writing down these words

Spilling the thoughts inside my head

I’m feeling like these feelings are a curse